you know what rules?
reading.

i started 'perks of being a wallflower' again. i have this favorite line. it just reminds me of..me..so much.

"to tell you the truth, i was just watching the movie he had rented, so i wasn't paying very close attention to their fight. They fight all the time, so i figured that the movie was at least something different, which it wasn't because it was a sequel."

also, please read anything by jorge luis borges. i just read "the library of babel" and it made me smile so much. it is really much like the movie pi, but only 9 pages long.

thats enough for now, ian told me that if you sit at the computer too long, your limbs go numb, and thats really bad. because that alllways happens to me. i thought it was because this room is cold. but no. its scary. anyways, i think i'm fine with getting B's this quarter/semester. i realize that i dont have to be perfect anymore. as long as i am doing what makes me happy.

and call it facist, but i know that one day happy will be all that matters.

ohh how i love the dplan game.

which i just made up.

we can talk about this later.

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