written in the 'heat of the moment'
that was a disclaimer

11:19 pm - im just writing this here so i can put it in my journal later.

i wish i could say this eloquently...

i sat in my basement and i watched words scroll through the tv screen. i didn't want to see those words. i could never imagine today would be the day that it is. i didn't expect it. or i didn't believe it. i still can't believe it. everything that bush said made me upset. the pictures. the live fucking video feeds of fucking F17 stealth bombers dropping explosives on a fucking country. its not that i'm on their side. i just can't be on ours. we are fighting to preserve peace. to make our country safe. that makes sense. wait, no. no it doesnt. i still don't believe it.

i have to go to bed now.

but i think that when i'm older i'll remember this day when i was 17 years old. and and our country forced destruction and hate into another country. and a lot of people were going to die. and it was announced on tv. and i sat in my basement and i cried.

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