when i got to the orlando international airport i bought a bagel and cream cheese. and it was perfectly toasted and warm and gooey. then i looked up and i realized i had left -the rapture- cd in the changer of our rental car.

but then robert squeezed my hand and coffee was free and daniel and andy laughed and my clothes fit right and i lose myself in comfort with so many people and everyone is proud of me and i have everything i need.

most importantly my brother is amazing.
ajp1087: i just realized that i have been using body wash as shampoo for the past couple of weeks
ajp1087: well, goodnight

not just for that but for being in general. he really is an excellent person. we just get along better and better every day. i cant remember the last time i fought with him. at least without being able to walk away and talk about it later. i used to get so mad at him that i would use my fists. but then he got a lot bigger and stronger than me so that didn't work out as well. i used to think i would hate him forever. but no way. he is awesome and we are so alike. its the best just coming home late on the weekends and sitting on the couch watching tom green and other such intellectually stimulating material. we play videogames together too. and laugh. and remember things that only we would know. for some reason i can understand him when my parents cant. like at dinner. we have this insane connection that only i get. and he's started telling me things too. about his life. like how he cheated on english homework and it was making him sick. and how he thinks his friends are stupid. just the little stufff.

ive taken andrew for granted for a really long time. and he really really rocks.

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