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April 06, 2003 - 10:30 pm
so this emptiness/ weird disconcerting feeling i've been feeling...it went away last night when i was with people..and came back today. but i really really found the best thing to make it go away. and i am not making this up. it was just what i needed. alot. on a different note, it happened again: brookemks: so how was dinner with the old people i like that. and then i gave myself a tatoo on my wrist. its hot. and i went out to dinner with my family. and my grandparents. it actually got really serious and sad for a while. they started talking about spreading their ashes when they get cremated. and i actually teared up right there at the table. i am so lucky to have all four of my grandparents still living and healthy and awesome. i realize that this is not going to last forever and it makes me really really sad. so i always make an effort to talk to them when they call and give them hugs when they are here. because yeah. i really like them alot. and i cant even think anymore. the black eyes cd just gets better every time i listen to it. which is all the time. so that makes life great. |
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