it's been too long since i've had a nice good sit-down with the laptop. my brother has completely taken it hostage and will not let it go. so therefore, i am sitting with the "regular stupid" computer in plain view of everyone and everything and i just don't know if i can get all these darned ideas out without distraction.

my, that was a long sentence.

i think a nice review of this weekend is in order, because well, it was nice. i havent done this already because it's been a few very late nights, and i've just had no energy/ time alone to write something of substance.

friday was nice. there was not much work in school, we got practice cancelled, and i got to go home and rest and sigh "ahh, there is nothing i have to do for two whole days." then i went to dinner at jacob's house. with the rest of the band. awww. i was really not expecting it to be like it was. before this, shabbas was just some concept that kept my friends home on friday nights. but now its so...different. or something. i was the only one who didnt know the prayers or the chants..so i felt weird. but then jacob disembowled the challah and i felt better. his family is really excellent (well..to me). and his mom loves our music. i had a really nice time. then we had practice and things got a little tense..i dont even know why. working on new songs is stressful maybe. but then i dressed them up in maret gear and we headed to elizas house for le party. they stayed for approxametely 10 minutes and then got really uncomfortable (i could see) and left. so then i proceeded to get pretty shamelessly messed up. i had a large amount of fun. chloe and i ran around and took pictures of her with everyone there..regardless of whether we knew them or not. and hmm..it was an extremely large, awkward lafayette reunion of sorts. garrett, billy, matt e, trevor!, johnathan, clinton, jamie, corey, and maybe a couple others. i made absolutely no eye contact except for talking to jamie and trevor. also..talk about the past much..milena was there. it made me so happy to talk to her...and reminisce about all the stupid stuff we did in 8th grade. and shes going to middlebury!! so fun. hopefully ill see her again soon.

saturday was lovely. i was awakened at 10am by npr being played extremely loudly in my backyard. it was good though, i love sleeping but i dont like getting up real late..it's a waste. so i ate some bagel and sat out on my deck in the sun. i read an entire book. 'holes' by louis sachar. it only took me an hour and a half..i just couldnt put it down. it really touched me for some reason..lots of stuff about fate i guess. thats what keeps me going. jacob came by around 530 and we loaded the car and played duck hunt. i seriously need to work on my form. its sad.
we headed to vienna to show it up..the vienna teen center is suchh an awesome little place. very cute. not too many people there. but it was alright. we played alright. sold a few cds. allie, sharena, alex, sadie, lauren, peter, mae, shira, jared..thank you for coming. you're the best. we headed to the diner..allllmost got lost on the way..i figure that lauren and i are cursed..and we should never drive in the same car because we always get lost on the beltway. or everywhere for that matter. but we got there ahead of 3 cars. i had a great dinner...great milkshake...great tunnel straw...great shira the vegetarian jew eating a bacon cheeseburger (yeah..its old news but its funny). after allie spilled a glass of water all over sharena, it was finally time to go. dropped lauren off then met allie and sharena in a street. we just sat with our cars facing each other. in the middle of the intersection. for a really really long time. there were about 3 cars that came...so we had to peel out rather quickly and then come back. it was really nice though..until i got extremely overtired and dehydrated and started acting like i was on drugs. i left and got home around 130/145. i dont really remember. i had a real nice sleep.

its cool because my parents (i guess) have stopped caring when i come home. and also that i never wake them up when i get home anymore. i'm thinking they figure, "hey, as long as she's home in the morning and not dead, it's all good." i didnt even talk to them from when we left to go to vienna (530) until this morning. and they said nothing. i like it.

but right now everything is not ok because i know i have a comp lit paper coming up..and softball is hard..and i have to tell brooke and sam that i don't really want to go to europe at all. anddd fuckkk my senior project form is due. tomorrow. alot.

but i do know a lot of nice people. who are all going to be around this summer. and that makes me happy.

allie: howz about you go play some GAYmeboy (or girl, cause you're gay).

thanks, friend.

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