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August 26, 2003 - 4:05 am
i have no fuel to write a goodbye. because, well, i'll still be here. the-flash will still be here. the computer is just changing locations for a while. i am starting to be excited. nothing has sunken in yet. i surprised myself tonight when i only cried twice. i was expecting to be ridiculously out of control, but i kept it cool somehow. i haven't eaten a lot today, and i'm going to cry so much tomorrow morning when i have to say goodbye to my brother. well damn, there it goes now. it's weird to think back to when i was little...i never thought i'd miss my brother. he was annoying and smelly and a jerk. he hasn't really changed much, maybe it's me, but i've come to like the kid. sorry. so this is going nowhere. except well...to ohio. i have this feeling i'll be able to think more clearly when i get there. so until next time, no more goodbyes. goodnight all. alie plotsky and you can also call my roommate and i: |
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