my heart hurts. and i don't know why.

i think i'm about to get into unbelievably- stressed mode. i can't even organize all the things i have to do in the next week...it's difficult to breathe. i wish this weekend weren't parents weekend. i have so much to get done and i don't understand why i want to cry right now. maybe i haven't cried since i've been here. maybe it's getting to me.

tom has been really depressed for a few days...one of those things where you can't even explain it or pinpoint the thing that's making you feel the way you are. i hate those. hate them. and that's how i feel right now.

i forgot about this . emily came in and told me not to be stressed and patted my head and then we played the guitar and sang. i brushed my teeth and put on more comfortable pants and wrote something i'm happy with and slept for a while. this morning is beautiful and sunny and requires gloves. i know everything will be okay. i just slip a little sometimes.

see you soon.

batman (1 so far)