allie, sharena, and i went to see hot hot heat tonite. what a fucking blast. they played incredibly well..and they even took my request and played 'oh, goddamnit', which was quite the highlight for me. i think i knew every song they played except for 2, so i naturally screamed the words. i even 'shook it' a little. i enjoyed myself, the nice boys we met and the drunk 15 year old. i bought lots of vinyl. we got very lost on the way home. actually no. not lost..we just..had an adventure. we went from downtown baltimore to downtown alexandria va to downtown dc to chevy chase. then allie developed a lisp. i laughed at her. but i only laughed out of love.

my obsession with vinyl grows with every show i attend. i bought 'knock knock knock' , another hot hot heat 7inch, and the moving unit record. two of the three are pink. that just makes everything more exciting.

i don't think more drama could fit in my life. i also never thought i would use these words seriously..
but
the storm is passing over. hallelujah.

oh yeah...today i sat down at the piano and wrote a song. how fucking random is that?! i like it but i think it subconsiously worked itself out to be very similar to that song from requiem for a dream. which is great.

maybe i'll sleep. i like watching the blinking light on my answering machine... i hope it wasn't important. my feet are freezing but my bed is humid. it's always so damn humid in the mornings. i know for a fact that i have horrible circulation. it's almost saddening. but tomorrow is black eyes with jacob. ok, so i won't sleep quite yet.

i actually talked to benjy on the phone today. not like 'talk' talked. but we exchanged words. that is so exciting for me because i've known him for more than a year and a half and we really haven't ever conversed. we're having band practice tomorrow without andy (benjy will be replacing the boy). i can't even imagine what is going to happen. but i know this...benjy is definetly going to be peach when we play mario kart. that's just...a given.

listening to this song...i've been thinking about a person i miss. someone i just want to run up to and throw my arms around and breathe in their smell and know that everything will be okay because we are touching once again.

i'll leave that open for interperetation.

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