there are parts that went the same as for daniel. but it's interesting the way this works...i went to chloe's after the painting and general moving-chairs-on-the-back-field-in-the-shape-of-03 havok that took place between the hours of 10:45pm and 1:00am yesterday.

we left the lounge massacred with paint...a beautiful "SENIORS O3" in valentines day colors. apropriate..i would say. some people did go a little overboard, painting the junior lockers/ the boys bathroom so that had to be cleaned up with turpentine, nail polish remover, and lots of rags. by the time we left there was so much of that stuff in the lounge people were getting high. (not really).

when my room was awakened by 20 kids debating and yelling and generally hung over at 6:30 this morning, we all thought those turpentine fumes were the cause of the fire. by 7am everybody in chloe's house was awake, watching the news. most peoples parents had called to tell them what had happened. mine called my cell phone at 6..but i thought i had just imagined it. [we can discuss the volume of drugs that were in my system at that time..later] we dragged ourselves up and all gathered in the living (purple) room around the tv to see if the school was on the news. there was a lot of talk about this being a prank the parents were playing on us (which wouldve been VERY clever)..but when it came on the news..we knew noone was kidding anymore. we hung around and got pretty worried...watched the news explain all about the "bloody flag" found on the flagpole and the mess of french flags hung around the school by the senior class. about an hour of anxious sitting and talking went by, then we recieved a call that told us we needed to be at maret by 9:30. for questioning. so we all hauled ass outta great falls.. luckily most of the people (who were driving) had sobered up. we got there and just saw the entire top, right corner of AC had been burned out. the window was blown...and as far as you could see inside was totally black. fire trucks filled the entire circle, and news reporters crowded the gates. channels 5, 7,and 9 i believe. a police car blocked off woodley road. andrea, angel, angel, and i walked across the front lawn to get AB and i could literally feel everyone's eyes on us. there must have been at least 30 firemen on campus. they watched us all the way into the old gym. everyone arrived surprisingly quickly, and we were sat in a classroom and told we would have one on one meetings with investigators, and we 'were not to talk about what happened with each other.' my interview was one of the first. the man led me down to some middle school chem lab..and he..interrogated me. i probably shouldnt say what he asked...but it was just..random details about last night. its not like i had anything to hide. i drew a verbal map of AC for him and told him about the turpentine. the only bad part was that i lost my mind for a second and told him that i arrived at maret at 10pm the night before (and we actually got there at 11). it just got mixed up in my brain. which was still really really REALLY full of pot. i'm guessing. after our interviews we weren't allowed to go back into the original classroom with the rest of the class. so we sat in the old gym. and sat. and sat. for over an hour. maybe even 2. time is kindof escaping me now. when all 68 (or so) people were finished being questioned, we had a quick class meeting and then were released.

i got home at 12:30 and positively crashed. i slept through 4 phone calls and 2 whole movies. then i woke up, checked some voice messages, and fell back asleep until 5:30. i didn't hear my mom come home. and i always wake up when people are walking around (i was sleeping on the couch).

it is actually unbelievable. i don't really think the past 24 hours have existed. lets rewind.

3:10pm i picked andrea up and we headed out to GMU to see less than jake and new found glory. good charlotte and hot rod circuit were also playing..but who gives a fuck. i have rarely been as excited as i was at the anticipation of this show. we listened to pezcore on the way there..and song after song that came on just made me all the more excited. it took a very short time to get there..so we walked around to find my street team mananger guy..who was nowhere to be found. however, when we walked down to the 'south gate' i saw CHRIS from ltj standing behind a fence signing autographs. and my heart jumped. then i saw BUDDY. and i was like "oh..my..god..this is incredible." then i saw ROGER. ROGER!!!! OP(&@$O*&#^$&I^@&#*. ive never seen roger up close before (i have met buddy and chris a few times before though). there were probably 10 ltj fans there talking to the guys and getting their autographs. there were at least 50 screaming 'punk rawk grrls' waiting for good charlotte to come over. which they didn't. because they are rich sellout assholes. ANYWAYS. i walked over to roger and took a picture with him. then i gave him pez. which he seemed pretty siked about. then he signed my shoe. and so did chris. i got to talk to buddy for a while!! AHLSKJDFHLAKJH. i asked him what they were playing and he said "what do you want to hear?" !!!. so i said (of course) 'shotgun' and he was like, 'yeah..we're not playing that'. but he asked!! and omgomg. we talked for a while longer about him getting naked/ how he was the best..then we took some pics. i could go on and on about this because it was just so awesome..but i will proceed.
4:30pm: we walked over to GMU campus and ate food. cheap. food. mm. then we headed back and went inside. there was still an hour or so until the show started so we walked around the stadium for stuff to buy. i refused. fucking 20$ tshirts...jerks. so we just went to the 'free stuff' booths. i got 2 "i'm hot" 99.5 tatoos and a dc101 tatoo. woo. then we continued our circle and i saw this minor threat poster up on the wall. then i looked at the table and there was all this 'positive force dc' stuff. then i looked at the guys behind the table and i realized i knew one of them. it was that boy...orion. not that i am friends with him or know him at all...but we are occasionally the same shows. and he is pretty. it surprised me alot that he recognized me.. it just gave me this good feeling for some reason. so he gave me a bunch of free stuff..which is really the best.
jump to 6:30pm: the show starts. i was not really excited for hot rod circuit because i'd never heard them. it was really hot and when they started everyone just started pushing into one big mass. woo. the whole time i was like...'ughhhh get off the stage so less than jake can play". and then they did. and omgomg. i heart less than jake. if you haven't noticed already. they played 'my own flag' and 'automatic' and 'look what happened'!!!! and 'all my best friends..." and "al's war" and "help save the youth..." and "gainsville rock city" a few others but i forget. and i was the. only. one. singing. the words. it made me kindof pissed off. i was like...'doesn't anybody actually like this fucking band??!' noone. all these shithead kids there to see fucking good charlotte with their fucking bondage pants and armbands. their spiked hair and black eye makeup. and their good charlotte shirts. like..COME ON PEOPLE. YOU DONT WEAR THE SHIRT OF THE BAND THAT IS PLAYING THE CONCERT TO THE CONCERT. ITS LIKE, RULE #1 IN BEING ABLE TO ATTEND A CONCERT. ok, anyways...i made the best of it and eventually found a semi-pit thing to throw myself around in and sing and be cool. it was fun. at one point i almost lost it. i was SO dehydrated and tired and dizzy. but it was less than jake. mm.
sometime later pm: new found glory finally came on. i was siked/ ready to tear it up. show those fucking 12 year olds who's boss. they played alot of the good fast ones from sticks and stones. which was sweet. then they played 'ballad of the last romantics' and 'dressed to kill' and 'hit or miss'. errrrrg. then they played "sonny". and i actually teared up. it took a LOT to not let myself cry. it just reminded me of this whole summer...and i mean..fuck. its a sad one. and then second to last they played "the glory of love" and i just went crazy. that was enough of a finale for me. their last one was 'my friends over you' which i dont like alot. but still..it was so great. then after it ended this guy came over and patted me on the shoulder and said, 'nice job' (or something to that extent)- referring to my craziness and going hard probably : ). so then we left. it was totally the emotional release i needed at that point. not that i really needed it alot. but it was amazing meeting my favorite band ever and finally seeing them play again because its been way way too long. we drove home and showered and headed to maret. and now i have the most famous shoes EVER.

and no..its not over yet. i need to describe a little the goings-on at chloes house. because it was one of the most fun parties i've ever been to. i have a bunch of REALLY weird pictures. they are mainly of nikki and nellie. so anyways..i believe the grand total of separate times that i smoked was 5. 5 different times that we went into the nice wooden sauna and hit it. i dont think ive ever done that before. and the last one of the night was 5am. soo great. because i just got in this mindset...'hey..i'm really far away from home and don't have to go back there for a very long while'..so i just kept smoking. and i had a really great time. nikki was so damned funny. she couldn't hold her body still. and then everyone else was just awesome as usual. and of course i got myself tangled up with kitchen utensils and such..because i always do. it was weird because i had never been to a party with that much of my class before. i had NEVER seen gabriella or julie g. outside of school. and it was excellent. and i loved it. and i feel fine now. i mean..besides the whole school being broken thing. yeah. not so happy.

and now i have to organize my softball team meeting tomorrow before our GAME..and think about avoiding the ap calc class i'm supposed to attend. uck. but its all right.

and you know.....you are really an amazing person for reading that all. you go girl.

goodnight.

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