wow. this mood is...incredible. i am so pleased (for lack of a better word) right now. i can't move my legs, my ribs are sore, and i have two tests tomorrow, but i am SO fucking happy.

well, first of all, we had waffles for dinner. !!!.

secondly, we played our first tournament game (originall scheduled for saturday) this afternoon. visitation. i had no idea what to expect from them, but i knew it would be a tight game. first time up, i grounded out. they get up to bat and score one run. a few more innings go by...we play pretty error- free and hold them to 1-0. next at bat, i hit that fucking ball so damned hard to center field... rose straight over the girl's head - home run. few more innings go by. they score 3 runs: its 4-1. bottom of 6. we hit well and get three runs: 4-4. the game contines to be 4-4. we play 9 innings. the next run wins the game. bottom of the 9th- i lead off and get walked. chloe comes up to bat. mr emerson had talked about bunting me to second if i got on (aka chloe would sacrifice bunt to advance me to second)...but he looked at me and i shook my head and waved my hands to say 'no..let her hit it.' 2 strikes, 2 balls. the pitch...smacked all the way to the fence. i score from first and the game. is. over.

phew. it just feels so good. 3 for 4 and a walk is all right with me. i am actually satisfied with my playing. we sent them PACKING. and by packing i mean...they lost so they're out of the tournament. so tomorrow we play potomac. at potomac. but. BUT. they have a dirt infield. i am 760 times more confident on a dirt field. i love it. i am so fucking pumped. if we beat potomac...we will definetly win the tournament. after them, there is no one left.

we are unstoppable.

and the day started off amazingly as well. my dogs were howling at 7 so i got up and hit them with a beautiful sidearm book toss. then...i found out we are having not one, but TWO parties in math this week (thursday and friday) (because we have nothing else to do). we had a SURPRISE SENIOR PIZZA LUNCH (the best thing ever) (they buy all the seniors pizza and soda from armands) (ohhhh hell yes). then i remembered mr estrada CANCELLED COMP LIT. so i didn't have that. so great. however, there is rumor that we will have a test in that class on thursday. a test. but i'll discuss that later. so me and daniel met with mr. erwin to play 'the kids are alright' (amazing). we sound pretty good. i have so much fun playing with him...though i always feel held back...he never lets me go crazy crazy...and also i feel judged. i feel like i need to prove myself to him all the time. which i guess is true. and thats fine. he'll see when spoont. plays the fete. we'll prove ourselves. because he just doesn't believe right now.

so i'm just about ready to..EXPLODE POW.

and by that i mean..go to sleep and not study for my asshead phySUCKS test tomorrow.

yeah, i invented that.

a new beginning now begun...it seems so simple and complete as fires burn and bridges meet... i wont ever let this feeling pass...

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